REVEAL: Revealed

October 31st, 2006 by James

The podcast is finally here. After having a blast recording it, and Christian doing a phenomenal job of editing and mixing, “REVEAL: A Worship Resource” is now a reality. In the first of what we hope will be a long series of podcasts, Christian and I begin a two-part discussion on excellence in worship, and Christian plays a demo of his new song “Right Here + Right Now”. Oh, and just so we’re clear, it’s not your grandad’s podcast (well, obviously, it’s mine and Christian’s). Enjoy.

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New Song

October 30th, 2006 by James

I’m totally stoked to be able to post this new song. I’ve been working on it for a while, and thanks to the friendly and helpful guys over at the Kreatives Forum, in the past week I have learned a huge amount about mixdown techniques, the importance of “audible space”, and the value of being myopic with EQ. Considering I recorded this on my own in my house on my laptop using KRISTAL and various other cheap pieces of equipment, I’m very happy with how it turned out.

Here’s a little about the song. I wrote it one afternoon about 4 months ago when I was alone in the house. I was feeling some weight on my shoulders, so to speak, about leading worship in a new church and building a team from scratch, and I felt totally inadequate and under-qualified. And then God, as He does in His wisdom and love and that whole knowing us better than we know ourselves thing, simply tells me “I gave you a voice so you could sing. I gave you feet so you could dance. I gave you a heart so you could love. Now go and do it.” And in all of this, I couldn’t help but put it all in that perspective of Him being the most awesome, perfect, flawless, and Holy God. I hope you like it. Download it here.

(Left click to stream the song, right click and select ‘Save As’ to download and save the song.)

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Second Chances

October 25th, 2006 by James

When I was at school, for years our school’s soccer team had been on a losing streak, losing every home game and every away game. A couple of years before I made the team, that streak was broken and we began to win some games.

I made the team when I was 13 years old and I remember playing a match against another school in the area. The school’s name was Joscar’s School for Boys and we had always nicknamed their team ‘Joscar’s Giants’ because they had been unbeatable. Well, in this match against Joscar’s Giants, I was selected to play in center midfield; a busy role that has defensive duties as well as progressing the ball forward, passing it around, and feeding it to the strikers for an attempt on goal.

It was the 89th minute of the game and neither team had scored. It was pouring with rain and it was a cold December and we were all miserable. I had the ball and I was running with it in to the goal area when a Joscar’s player slid under my feet, and took me down. The referee blew his whistle and awarded me a penalty.

I remember looking at Mr. Elwood and asking if I could take the kick, and he said yes, so I placed the ball on the penalty spot, my heart beating hard and the adrenaline pumping, knowing that all I had to do was score from this penalty and we had won the game.

I paced back from the ball and began my run. My right foot made contact with the ball, just as my left foot was disappearing from underneath me. I slipped in the mud, fell backwards, and sent the ball high over the crossbar. The game finished tied at nil-nil and we all went home miserable. That was the last time I was allowed to take a penalty.

For days after that, I kept thinking “I wish I could take that penalty again.” I remember saying to my friends “I could kick myself for missing that penalty” and one of them remarked back, “You’d better let me kick you instead; you’d probably miss!”

At the time, I was mad and upset with myself for performing so badly at a crucial moment, and wished more than anything that I could go back and do it again, have another try, have a second chance.

Isn’t that a bit how life is? Haven’t we all made mistakes in the past that we wished we could go back and do things differently and make things better? Life doesn’t let us do that, but the good news for us is that God’s grace isn’t like that at all!

When you get a moment, check out Luke 15:21-31; the story of The Prodigal Son. You’ll read that in the end, the father explained to his jealous son that even though his brother had been foolish and squandered his wealth, he still loved them both equally, and now it was time to celebrate because he had returned. He was given a second chance.

God’s grace allows second chances. That is what God does for us. When we stumble, when we struggle, when we are disobedient and unfaithful, God is always there to welcome us back with open arms.

DC Talk wrote a song a number of years ago that asked, “What if I stumble? What if I fall? What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all? Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?” The answer is YES! By God’s grace, the love WILL continue!

The Apostle Paul is a great example of this. Before he knew Christ, he was a devout Jew. He hated the name of Jesus. He had purposed in his heart to do everything he could to stop the spread of Jesus’ name. He went from church to church ravaging them, dragging the believers out and having them thrown in prison.

Through God’s grace, Paul’s heart changed. He became the great man who wrote almost half of our New Testament. He confessed, “I once was a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent man.” Paul knew grace; he understood grace because he had experienced grace. This grace changed Paul’s life forever. God’s grace gave him a second chance. And God’s grace is what changes our lives forever, it’s what gives us a second chance. And I LOVE that we worship a God of second chances. Without his grace, we’d be fighting a losing battle. We need those second, third, and fourth chances every day.

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Let’s Podcast

October 23rd, 2006 by James

I’m psyched about this evening. Tonight my good friend Christian and I record the first in what we hope will be a long series of monthly podcasts, titled “Reveal: A Worship Resource”. We’ve been talking about this for quite a long time, and it’s been burning in my mind to get it done, so I’m really pleased that Christian and I are doing it.

In our first podcast, we’ll be talking about excellence in worship, and what this means in light of Psalm 33:3. How do we strike a healthy balance between excellence of skill, and excellence in issues of the heart like character and attitude etc? How do we identify and define the line between offering excellence and being distracting? Why do some churches put too much emphasis on excellence? By the same token, why do other churches not put enough emphasis on excellence? You’ll have to tune in and find out…

Once the recording has been edited and mixed and uploaded to our server at libsyn.com, I’ll post links and subscription information on the podcast page. Keep your eye on it for more info!

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The More I Do, The Less I Know

October 19th, 2006 by James

Over the last couple of months, I’ve been reading this blog by a chap named Perry Noble. He’s the pastor of a large church in South Carolina. Yesterday he posted a few paragraphs about lessons he’s learned in ministry and how these days he knows there’s still plenty to learn compared to when he first started in ministry and he “knew everything”.

This struck home with me. When I landed my first real gig as a ‘Worship Leader’ (sometimes I wish there was a more accurate term for it…Lead Worshipper, perhaps?) some 10 years ago, I had already been playing in the band at church for 10 years, and had led worship for the youth and occasionally for the adult service. I started playing the drums at age 8 and was in the band at age 9. I had witnessed 4 changes of leadership and had experienced some leadership mistakes first hand. I felt like I had a wealth of experience and that was all I would need.

Boy was I wrong.

Now with a decade of experience behind me, it becomes more and more obvious every time that I lead worship that there needs to be less of me involved and more of God involved. When He is not involved, I can guarantee you that things will get messy very quickly. I have to constantly remind myself of verses like Proverbs 3:5 (”…lean not on your own understanding”) and 2 Corinthians 12:9 (”…”My grace is sufficient for you, and My power is made perfect in your weakness”").

Now with a whole new challenge ahead of me, I have a renewed determination to let God take the driving seat. There’s so much I don’t know that I have to not put God in a me-shaped box, but let Him take control and lead me in the right direction. As Perry so aptly put it, “If God doesn’t intervene, whatever I am doing is not going to work.”

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He Always Knows What To Say

October 19th, 2006 by James

I had a weird 12 hours on Monday night and Tuesday morning. For some reason, I became very irritable and combative with my wife, and this is quite far out of my normal personality, that when it happened for the second time in the car on the way to work on Tuesday morning, alarm bells began ringing in my head, and I had to do something to snap out of it.

After a few hours at my desk, trying to work, I ended up just taking a walk around the business park where my office is located, praying and repenting for being an idiot. I also prayed that I would learn to trust Him more with the whole worship ministry and trying to build a new team etc. And isn’t it just amazing how God always has the right thing to say at the right time? He reminded me of Psalm 138:8…

“The Lord will accomplish everything that concerns me.”

Right on!

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Get Fed

October 18th, 2006 by James

RSS and Atom XML feeds are now active for anyone wishing to subscribe to this blog. They currently do not support subscriptions for the upcoming podcasts, but a seperate feed will be supplied for podcast subscriptions once the first podcast has been published.

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See the Morning

October 18th, 2006 by James

I downloaded Chris Tomlin’s new album, “See the Morning”, the other day. I’ll probably review it once I’ve listened to it a few more times, but I thought I’d just post a few lines here to voice my disappointment. At first, I thought it sounded pretty good; a progression from “Arriving”. And perhaps on a musical and production level, it is pretty good. But Chris seems to have lost his creativity when it comes to lyrics.

With the exception of “How Awesome is the Lord Most High” and “Uncreated One”, his songs on this CD are full of cliche and repetitiveness. In some places, it almost feels like he just got lazy, and started lifting lyrics right out of random places in the Bible, and joining them together with a melody. I’m not saying there is anything wrong with that, but when compared to his work on “Not To Us” and “Arriving”, the lyrics on “See the Morning” seem much less creative.

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Site Launch

October 17th, 2006 by James

Today is an exciting day. One that I’ve been looking forward to for a long time. Today, this website finally goes live! What started as an idea for a central resource location for those involved in worship at The Summit Church has turned in to something considerably bigger.

Over the next few days I will add the RSS and Atom XML subscription links to this page if you would like to subscribe, and if you find any bugs or problems with the website, please email me - info@immersionworship.com

I also apologize for the slow loading of the site; I’m looking for some better hosting with higher bandwidth than it’s current home.

I hope you find this website useful.

Until next time…

James

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